My eyes are pitch black,
burning with hatred and betrayal.
When I smile, it isn't real,
when I laugh, it's not for joy.

My heart belongs only to myself,
no one can ever love a monster like me.
Trust is a weakness,
everybody knows this in the end.

I'm cold-hearted liar,
I'm only destroying every thing.
Your words like I love and I care
have an empty meaning to me.

I'm a cynical child of dark,
I'm flying with wings of dying hearts.
Your consolation won't do a thing to me.
Remember this: My name is Rudia.

My hair is black with blood red stripes,
they like to deceive with their shine.
When I walk, I'd like to run,
when I run, I'd escape the sun.

My heart belongs only to myself,
no one can ever understand:
Love is shattering and hurting people,
but not me - I'm stronger than they.

I'm the one without kindness,
I'm loved by the Lord of Darkness.
Your words like I love and I care
have an empty meaning to me...

I'm enjoying your painful look.
You cannot read me like some open book.
Your consolation won't save a thing of me.
Remember this: Call me Rudia.

Do you really want to love a girl like me?
Do you think you could save a heartless being?
My heart is black and it loves to hurt,
my soul is full of scars, so can you heal my world?